I want to be brief and straightforward. I am married to a widower, I have a son for him. but I am tired.
From the day I got my positive pregnancy result to date, my husband has stopped sleeping with me.
My son is 14months old now and I have not had sex in 22 months. He sleeps with other girls out there and it is hurting to my soul. He keeps saying sex is not food and he didnt marry me for sex.
I have sexual urge all the time, I have contemplated buying sex toys once but he is against it. If I cheat now, people of the world would tag me irresponsible and useless.
I saw my ex today when I went out and I felt like dragging him to f*ck him. I am just tired
If I dont cheat on him by the end of this year, I would come back and give testimony.
Thank you for reading my rant…